To fall again..

there are times in life; when you fall in love and think you find the right person; then not be able to overcome them and when you loose them, you feel it's the end of the world. History repeats itself; but how many times.. It's our responsibility to learn from our mistake and know when to stop doing the same mistake.

You love, and overcome; then love again and over come again. The question is when to love write and what is it that you want to love in the right person.. There is nothing more beautiful than love birds.. You put two loves birds in a cage, you see how they start looking into each other from far away; then the males approaches the female slowly; until they start talking and making love.. It's an instinct. Not only in animals or birds, but also human.

Today; I went to meet someone my mom has met not very long time ago. You meet a lot of people in your life.. As Eleanor Roosevelt once said; a lot of people will walk in and out of your life; but only few ones will leave footprint in your heart. We started our pre-scheduled 45-minute visit at 7:00 PM. Welcome by the mother and then the daughter to be seated; our actual session starts later than 7:00 o'clock.

Starting by 5 minutes of silence; and who sits where and why; we eventually sat sort of close to each other. Not on the same sofa; but close enough that we can have a private discussion. The family started talking and I was filled with silence. I won't deny the fact that I was nervous in the early morning after I finished 4 hours working in Alfredo cafe in Mazzeh and many conference calls. Which made me go straight to bed after I arrived home. However, the feeling of nervousness has vanished before I leave and as we walked in.

I had a lot going in mind that I did not know where to start; shall I ask her about her dreams; about her life; or about her past. All I know is that we spent one of the fastest 45 minutes that my mom called the taxi to postpone for another 15 minutes. I guess there is pretty much nothing that is as beautiful as spending some good time with a friend, someone you feel you have in common with. But is she the right person.

Well, when looking for the right person; you have many things you're looking for. The girl is ambitious; wants to prove herself as a woman. She is studying something that is unique and wants to work in her field. The lady has a lot of potential and there is nothing in life that feels right as feeling right with the right person.. I guess I am falling again.

Tareq, in August 13th 2008 at 2:15 am (GMT +3)